Guess I should post

Nothing is really wrong. Some things are actually right. I made the mistake the other day of thinking that I finally have life and finances nailed down pretty well and then the past few days have shown me that I have some expenses I forgot about and some that I just hadn't wanted to think about. The job is ok, this shift is doable but not great. However, this shift is what I signed up for so it is what I work. Things have been worse before. As many blogger mention from time to time, mediocre is difficult to write about. Still going through things so the place is still a mess as I don't have furniture to hide the papers and stuff inside of. The office has become my dumping place. That needs to change.

I have started in the kitchen and am cleaning out all the cabinets. I had just put my few things away inside of them, but when I looked several of the cabinets still have sawdust from when they were mounted. As I've said, everything inside of the mobile home is new. So, I'm cleaning and sorting. I have discovered that even standing on my folding chair I can't reach all of the cabinet above the refrigerator, or even all of the top of the fridge. These are minor issues in the grand scheme of things.

I decided that my looking kinda rough had less to do with the hours I'm working than the fact that I could use some newer clothes. My small clothes just don't really fit anymore. I went and got some medium polo shirts. After washing they are tight as well. I think 50 percent is they shrunk, and 50 percent is that I am now a large. Difficult for this recovering anorexic to get my head around. I'm walking every morning around daylight on my days off. If I exercise too much my back hurts. When did all this stuff sneak up on me?