About the time I thought things were settling back towards the middle again, a new wrinkle has appeared. I'm being moved to days, weekdays at that. I'm not to see it as a punishment, but an 'opportunity'. Right. Turn my world upside down and expect me to act grateful. I am on nights to get away from a mid-level manager I do not get along with. He likes to prod me and pick fights. Things settled down when I got away from working with him at all. Now they are making me go back. But, it is not a punishment.
I am looking around for more stuff to get rid of. Looking for more ways to save money to pay off the debt. I am about a year from being really able to make a move. I hate being this vulnerable, work enjoys that they have me caught by the... uh... have me caught. I will work on my resume tomorrow night. I have been spitting mad for 4 days, my eyes burn like I've been crying except it is that I am just so livid. I made myself sick the last night of work this week. My partner is going to try to push to keep me on his shift as we work well together. However, the powers that are want to show me they can, uh, mess with me whenever they want. I don't hold much hope.
So, I haven't posted, until now. I'm still so angry.